MAAF :(

hanya aku mampu merindui dari kejauhan..
setiap langkahmu ku doakan kejayaan dan kebahagiaan..
Ya Allah , sayang maafkan jika aku merinduimu tanpa izinmu..
Sekira aku dapat melihat dirimu dari kejauhan sudah cukup bagi aku..
Insyallah , aku tabahkan hati utk teruskan kehidupan tanpa kamu d sisi .. Ya Allah rawat lah jiwa dan raga hambamu ini yang merindui dan menyayangi org yg telah berlalu pergi ..ikhlaskan hati ku untuk meredhai ketentuan mu .. amin


                                                                            Nia Mhd :)

Sang Musafir Cinta Di hati

Wahai awan, angin.. seluruh alam semesta..
Hembuskan tiupan bayu laut segera ..
Sampaikan salam rindu dendam hamba
buat Sang Pencinta Agung.. Sang ruya
terasa mahu kiranya..
ingin sekali hamba temui dia..
biar dalam mimpi fantasi alam imaginasi hamba..
benarkan.. bawakan dia pada hamba..

kehebatan CINTA AGUNG tuan tebarkan..
buat hati hamba bergetar teruja hebat
memuja tuan dalam tiap helaian kalam diselongkar
menanti tiap detik berakhir lagenda,
bagaikan mencarik gundah meraba maya
melarik semua rasa rindu, mengusik seluruh jiwa
merungkai tiap segala kisah tentang tuan..

Sang Ruya..
Hati wanita hamba meruntun syahdu..
berlinang mengalir hangat perlahan
saat akhiran kisah ternoktah!


sang ruya, ku alunkan puisi ini buat tuan..

Always

Selama mana.. harus ku mencari
Igauan ini.. ku gagahi...
Ingin berjumpa.. sayang kau tiada
Hati jiwa.. rasa cinta.. seorang lelaki

Lemas meronta, menggoncang lara
Menangis aku sendiri
Jangan ditanya, engkau pun tahu
mengapakah bersembunyi

Kau.. jelmalah engkau
Beraksi rindu
Mimpi-mimpiku

Malam.. di gerbang luka
Menggarap cinta
Suratan resah

Malam..di gerbang luka
Menggarap cinta
Suratan resah

Bulan.. bukannya bintang
Siang.. hilanglah malam
Gundah... bila kau hilang
Resah.. hilang kau datang

Jika kau tiba,
Jelanglah sinar
malamku yang kesepian
Moga hangatnya,
rasa asmara,
kasih hulurkan cintamu

Nilam.. juga permata
Nilai.. bukannya intan
Sayang.. bila kau datang
Senyum.. hilanglah duka

HE'LL NEVER KNOW

I want to run, I want to hide.
From all the pain he caused inside.
I want to scream, I want to cry.
Why can't I tell him Goodbye?

I want to move on, I just can't let go.
I love him more than he will ever know.
I want to start over, I want to feel free!
But this pain will never leave me be.

He hurt me bad, the pain is deep.
From all the promises he couldn't keep.
All the lies, I heard him say.
Are in my head and just won't fade.

How can I forget him, leave the him behind.
Erase the memories from my mind.
He doesn't love me, and he never will.
He will never care, how I feel.

IMY

The night before, I made you mad
I wasn't appreciating, the love that I had
I came home so drunk, I was really quite late
I left you alone, sitting home there to wait

I was too self involved, I wasn't using my head
Alcohol took over, its hunger I fed
I was drinking too often, I thought I was fine
Too blinded to realize, the problem was all mine

I was never mad at you, I was mad at myself
I let life pass me by, seemed it was on the back shelf
I blamed all of my problems, on everyone but me
Destined for ruins, and alone I would be

I made a bad choice, I should have been there with you
My greatest mistake, and there was nothing I could do
I tried to get sober that night, but made it worse than you know
I hated myself, cause I resorted to blow

That night I never came home, cause I felt too much shame
You'd be able to tell, and there was only me I could blame
I text you that night, to say tomorrow I would call
The next day with a hangover, I would for-get that all

I went through my next days, scared you'd be mad
Hiding ashamed, not thinking you were sad.
I forgot I had hurt you, I couldn't remember last night
My words cut you deep, on the phone in our fight

You wanted to love me, to work through it all out
I didn't know that, I was too scared you would shout
I gave it some time, to get my head straight
I took way too long, how long should you wait?

You had now left me, When I got my priorities in line
I wanted to marry you, but you were no longer mine
I cried and I lost it, how could I mess up so bad
this had all happened, cause I spent to much time being mad

I got over my issues, I finally see clear
I was drinking and hiding, I had too much fear
The old me is gone, but how could you know
I wish I still had you, how I wish that was so

I'm sorry DADDY (A.S.F.A.J).. I miss you everyday

WITHOUT HIS LOVE

What has happened is never spoken
And everything around me has been broken
There's no words, just silence.
Hate, but no violence
Sadness, without tears
Humans, without fears.

When will the ground break?
Where is the open gate?
Slowly, the darkness creeps
But still, no one weeps.
All are withering
Hearts are shriveling.

This world has grown cold
There's no one left to hold.
I fear that I too will join them soon
Just when the light fades from the moon.
My beloved has been turned into a dove
And now I know what becomes of this world, 
Without his love.

HOW IT USED TO BE

I remember how it used to be
when nothing else matter but you and me
music, country roads, and future dreams.

I miss you, I wish you could see
although you are here, I miss you and me.

I remember when you said how happy I made you
and you really meant it...now, it's just a phrase
you say without thinking.

I miss those days when you'd call just to say "hi"
or "I love you"...the days it was so hard
just to say good-bye for a while.

I remember how wonderful it felt the first time
you held me in your arms-and how after all those
years you still made my heart melt.

I miss the old you- and the old me
The old us that could just sit and talk for hours
and never run out of things to say.

I remember when time simply stood still-
when in each other's arms is the only place
we wanted to be...forever.

I miss us as I remember how it used to be...
when nothing else matter but you and me.